He almost reaches for a fruit, changes his mind, and let his hands settle in his lap. It takes him a minute or so, and there's a lot that goes through his mind. When he speaks, it starts slow. And slowly gets back to a normal speed for him.

"I think... the person I was? It was the truth for him. I think... he was doomed. Because what happened, the problems? They started before I knew they were problems. And I couldn't see them before they exploded."