He tosses the bite into his mouth, chews and swallows and considers it for a moment. Thinks about it. Shakes his head.

"I think a part of me still hoped. That I could salvage something. Get my vengeance and make something out of it."

He reaches over for another piece of fruit.

"But there was definitely a point where I decided the revenge? More important than that chance. That after everything that happened, it was just a delusion I was using to stay alive."